At a younger age, I envisioned a different outcome for my life. I romaticised what I would be doing, what my life would be like... This, today, had never crossed my mind.... 35, single and alone!

True I never thought I would marry at a young age, but I never thought I would be single at this age, yet alone thinking I would be single for the rest of my life... It is not scary... Lonely perhaps...

When I first started work, working in the hospital wards and watching the single, old ladies... no one to look out for them, no one cares... It scared me that my future is staring me in the face!!! so maybe my fears were founded after all...