First, Wishing birthday greetings to Selina, Kak Neza and Uncle Aboy upon their anniversary today. Wishing you only the best.

Other than that, today we as a department held a farewell 'party' for one of our colleague. It was small and very intimate. We had lunch in the clinic. We shed tears as if it was on tap. We gave pressies. and shed more tears.

Though we would still be working together, its somehow different.

I was asked to deliver a farewell speech on behalf of all... I knew i would cry... i cried preparing it. but i was definitely wasn't ready for the emotional rush... I cried only a few sentences into the speech... much earlier than expected...

But all is good. I am feeling positive. I must be positive. I want only to think of blue skies.

This is me during the suprise party.... and was the MC! Fancy that... looking good :)

18th April 2009 - We planned a suprise birthday party for IBU for ages... it was meant to be glamour 60's & 70's... I, asl usuall had put planning to the last minute... and made nothing special, so i had to just wear something i had... and put things together... Luckily that night, my eldest sister had an afro wig which she kindly lend to me, and HENCE i became the DISCO mama!!! I look absolutely gorgeous! You would not believe it! 

21 April 2009 - had to fast and draw blood for some tests... i went to the wards thinking i can get it done quickly because i had patients the whole day.... i ended up being pricked 7 times.... on both hands.... every where imaginable!!!  apparently my veins are tiny and deep setted... they managed only 3ml of blood!  I went to the  makmal at 11... 1 time... and he got everything.... Guess where i am going the next time?

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Friendship is the heart of so many special joys.

I am feeling tired... and when you are tired, little things can rile you up.... or you just dont have the energy for little things... Is this how people move on?

Perhaps this is my way of doing things, so i do not think and feel much... just go through the motions....

I'm tired, and i can sleep all day long... never get out of bed...