Motivation Talk

Alhamdulilah, the motivation talk and activity went well today :)

I found my motivational handouts i made for last year's group. Looking at it. yup. still good enough. Its how i present it that matters :)

During lunch, we talked (me and A) about games we can use that are short but inspire motivation :) Our time had been reduced from 2 hours to only 1 hour :)

I enjoy delivering something i think i am capable of :) and when people enjoy it, and they absorb and appreciate it, it makes me feel good too :)

Late in the day, I went to the Admin Block to talk to my CEO whom was in a meeting. In the meeting was the coordinator for the activity. She said, she received rave reviews of the lecture and activity we made.

In fact, just like last year, they requested for us to be present for future group sessions and that we conduct more activities for them :)

Smile graciously, keep quiet and move out of the room slowly :P

WHAT?!

What happened to the old template???
Where are my links???
Where is my tagboard???
Where is my counter??? My clock??
HUH???
I lost them all??
Hey.... where is it stored? Anyone???

New layout

Like the new layout?

Motivation

I am going to deliver a 'motivational' talk to the a group of people sometime next week!!! and i have not prepared anything!

I am doing this to cover for my boss whom would not be able to make it on that day for the motivational talk that that he often delivers.

looks like i need to do RESEARCH! and its already end of the week. This is going to be on Tuesday!!! OMG!!!

Can i do this???

A special announcement was made today on the 8 pm news. Yes, HM divorced the 2nd (3rd) wife.

A part of me is saying, alhamdulillah... Allah melindungi Kebawah Duli... God answered my and many other's prayers.

A part of me is sad not only for the kids but also for him...

He must be sad...

I would give him a HUGE hug... I wish him well...

If i know him... i would just sit and listen to him... maybe inject meela-ism into it...

It is how funny how your life is the way it is...

Did I ever thought it would be like this? No.

Do I want it to be like this? I am not quite sure.

Is it a hard life? Compared to others, its quite comfortable.

But why am i like not 'satisfied'???

I look around... I hear things....

I look around... I see things...

I look around... I feel things...

May it only be a part of the whole picture,...

May it not be a true representative of what it really is...

Sometimes I am envious of things people have...

envious of what people do...

envious of how people live...

envious... of how they cope...

envious of their knowledge..

their strengths.... their opportunities...

their courage... their willingness to try...

People sometimes choke me...

sometimes i feel so small compared to others...

yet... here I am complaining about 'me'

Its strange how certain thing affect you.... how people affect you...

Most annoying

I pride myself of being a good clinician. I go all the way to make things interesting for my patients and i work hard to find out what is wrong with them, understand their condition and environment, and look up new methods to work on them when known therapy methods do not work over the years or months. so when someone 'accuses' me of not doing my work properly, even in the slightest sense, it offends me!!! I am angry and mostly disappointed... If i can sue... not only professionals but also patients for defamation... i would... Probably i can if i want to... but that would be a long process, not to talk about lots of money involved! I would complain to appropriate people, but there is not a 'body' that would listen to your plight. In the end, it would be a hear-say kind of thing! and things get really distorted! It is just most annoying!!! I am very very annoyed!!!