Happy birthday to me...

a year older... some say a year wiser...

I dont feel older. Nor do i feel wiser. I feel helpless. I feel afloat ... adrift... somewhere... i am breathing... i am alive.. but... what am i doing???

some ppl greeted me... some family members greeted me.... most forgot.... most don't care.

Someone earlier in the month... someone from my past... rekindled briefly... he remembered then... no greetings.

Someone i though wouldnt greet me.. did.

Someone whom most of the time on my mind... didnt. Forgot too.

I am a forgetable person.