Its been a while since my last post... Not that i have completely run dry with things to write or say... but i guess.. the time had been used for other purposes these days.

Currently, I am sleeping in the hospital... again. It is night, an hour towards midnight, and the ward is still filled with noises from a particular patient. Not that the nurses had not been helpful... they are and they tried to pacify the patient.. but he is just relentless... I would tell him off myself... but i would harm him more than he deserved.. so i kept my cool!!!

Mum and dad is already sleeping. The man next to me is also sleeping... talking about the man next to me... his nephew, hit on me like 2 days ago!! It was a BLATANT hit... with the obvious lines... I wanted to puke... but i smiled instead... feeling sorry for the man... seriously.. i do not for that... guess where this hit took place...?? In the loo, while i was waiting for dad to poop!! what bad timing and taste!!!

Obviously the joke was shared amongst some of the sisters... whom probably had shared it with others... I did share it with some other person... and he had a laugh as well!!!

Being back in my old working environment, with people knowing and saying hi... I kind of miss it. I miss the people. not the work... They had been very nice to me for the 8 years i worked with them.. and the fact that, after leaving them for 4 years, and they still nice to me was very heart felt.

It had been a while, but i still do talk to Frank. There are days i missed him... some are bad... I always wondered if he was the one really meant for me... i often wondered if i would meet someone else...

My forehead is aching... meaning i need to rest... but i feel that the ward is slightly warm, is that the reason why?? I miss my bed and the aircon...

In just a few weeks time, i would be going for one of the most inportant journey in my life... and i need to get ready for it, not just spiritually but also emotionally and physically!!! I have gained weight!!! need to lose it... but with the stress, i keep on piling it on!!!

I seriously need help in the clinic... and i wish someone is there to share the clinic, help man it... help run it too... I don't really mind if its not local... just need help...

Last week, i went to Burt's place for CNY. I have not done that for a while!!! It was nice and cozy. I ended the day with a movie by myself (sad but true) and a drive back to KB.

Some days, life is just so busy i seemed to have neglected what is left of my few friends...