Sometimes we forget how lucky we are and we tend to focus on things that are irrelevant and make a huge fuss about it that it absorbs us!

Wage here is poorly - i personally feel that. but it really does not stop you from really giving your all. There are after all some professional ethics and obligations to the people you are looking after! having said that, not everyone agrees. and most would like to be paid for the extra 'work' that they have done - rightly so... but if we are not paid what we should, does that mean we stop providing? If that is the case, can i reduce and minimize the things that i am currently doing?

Support is unclear - yes, my own support here is strong and i know people have my back and would help and support me even when i am not there to defend myself... but generally speaking... and on the higher level... It often breaks me...

communication - again, everyone wants to be heard, but do we even listen to each other. To communicate is to listen. we teach the young to listen but we do not show or lead by example! Lots of people think i am tough... few know and understand i am a softie at heart.. and that i take things very literally... but having said that, i try to improve though words hurt a lot.

emotionally - scarred is to say the least! People are mean for various reasons. They say and do hurtful things. Why can't we all just be pleasant and be nice to each other.

i ache... exhausted... It has been quite an emotionally week..