Friday 4 January 2008

What is going to happen...

I just had a look at this building i was supposed to relocate to.... huh! sounds like news... well,.. that is because i have been keeping mum about it until now. Its not that BAD (fingers crossed!) I was a bit apprehensive before my move to KB... and i am so now, with this move... but, if things were moving to a better direction, why not.... I'll embrace it, even if i am apprehensive about it.

Anyways, I started the new year by attending a wedding of a family member in KB. I don't even know this girl... and we are supposed to be cousins!!! I attended because ... I dunno... what possed me...

I was waiting in the heat, though the food was nice, the fact that i waited for the bride and groom, and finally seeing them and thinking to myself "Who the hell is that!" and.. "I have never seen those people in my entire life"..... so... why was i there????

That just really got me really worked up. I mean... why should i attend a 'family's' wedding when i don't even know her... Why should i attend that function, when i have never seen her at any of our functions... Come to think about it, I have never even seen HER parents visiting MY GRANDMOTHER even during raya..... and we make a habit and tradition visiting my grand's brother (the bride's grandfather) every 2nd day raya!!!

If i can list things i hate... its soooo easy! and it'll be long... its been a few days.... I am still feeling angry and upset with myself for attending that wedding! ARGH!!!!!!

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