getting together with friends...

its not always that my friends and i can get together and chat about stuff... We all are busy with our lives and have not met up properly together as a group since December 2004 and i kind of missed it... But i had the opportunity to do so tonight... well sort of last night...

It was really fun to have most of the "gang" together.. and sit.. chat... and laugh... it was also very nice to be comfortable to say anything and be silly and say what ever without them judging you... They are supportive and positive :) and i really like that about the "group"...

it has only been a few months... already i can see that each of us has changed and has done some growing up... some are slightly more mature... others are more open... some closed-up, and some are just jolly pretending life is a breeze when it is not... But, despite each having issues personally... we all were really good together... and we had fun chatting the night away!

It was really nice exchanging news... funny stories mostly... and how different people take things in life... some (LIKE me) sometimes take life too seriously and to have friends to be silly with... they just make your life less stressful and more enjoyable to live...

As usual, part of being together is palm-reading. This time, it is courtesy of my sister, Rena (whom belongs to the group of friends!) She read everyone's palm including mine (AGAIN! i know! But i cannot be left out!!!) it was really fun because we get to pull each other's leg and make fun of stuff that was about to happen...

AGAIN... i was asked to "let go".... "There are many fishes in the sea"... and if i let go... things would be smother, colourful and more fulfilling and life will continue to be better or rather along that line.... But what puzzels me is... what do "THEY" mean by "let go".... (ALMOST the whole group believe i have not let go...)

i felt that i really have "LET GO"... that i don't have issues... and that i am at peace with everything... I have gone through the routine "healing" bit.... it makes me a more "wary" person but i believe it is of the past... just because one has MOVED ON... and has LET GO... does not mean one cannot remain good friends... and by being good friends and not bearing any negative feelings onto this person is catagorised as being not "letting go"... then i DISAGREE!!! but if any of you can shine a light to what "let go" means... please let me know, so i can once and for all move forward :)

we ended the night by going out for "tea-tarik" dressed out in our lovely PJs... ada yang pakai baju berlubang... but it was really nice :) we continued chatting... and laughing... exchanging news... laughing some more... learning new stuff... its always educational and FUN :)

we bade goodbye to each other in the car park... with promise to do it again... Perhaps it would be a few more weeks before we can get together again.... perhaps it would be years... but... i know and believe, we will always keep in touch and exchange news about each other somehow... and that we will keep in touch and stay friends for a long time to come....